Sunday, December 26, 2010

Pain Of My Lonely Nights...

Watch as this tear falls into empty space
See it fall into life's nameless place
Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light
That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight
As it falls watch it, its color has changed
From blue to bright red, it has a wide range
There it goes all alone, it continues to fall
With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all
Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free
Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be
Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye
A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry
A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul
The darkness of the night has taken its toll…..

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Love

love is always patient and kind
it is never jealous
love is never bostful
nor conceited
it is never rude or selfish
it does not take offenseand is not resentful
love takes no pleasure inother people's sins
but delights in truth
it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure
whatever comes

Monday, December 20, 2010

I Need You

I need you like Life
I need you like air
You’re that one special gift for me
And I don’t want to share
Not with the world, or anybody else
No, nobody else


It’s hard enough being here
Without you around
To take my hand
And calm my fears
Take all the screaming and the sound
I just want it all to disappear
Except you and me


I know I’m selfish
But I can’t help it


There’s nothing that I can’t do
Without having all my thoughts
Link back to you
My heart is calling
Will you listen?Take a deep breath
You wont miss it
Please just stay
Everything will be okay
We can work this out…

Monday, December 13, 2010

You & Me - The Precious Moments

You mean the world to me
You are everything to me
Just to hold you close
To feel your loving embrace
Makes me smile and feel loved inside
You have my heart and shall keep it forever
You have the password to my soul
You are the missing piece of the puzzle that shall make me whole

I love you with all my heart
Words cannot describe how i feel
To be apart from you for just a short time
Tears away at me inside
But as soon as i see your beautiful face
And just have one bittersweet kiss
The pain inside me vanishes and is no more

I feel you are my one true love
My reason to live on
Without you I would break
Just shatter into pieces
And float away in the wind
You are the reason that i wake each day
So I hope and pray that you will stay..

Will She Come???



all evening he waited
anxiously eyeing the clock
retracing his steps
over and over
counting the minutes
until her arrival

his hand
stopped a moment
over his heart
and lovingly fingered
the prize there
hidden away in his pocket
where it lay
waiting for her

taking the ring
from its secret place
he gazed at it
mesmerized by its shine
by what it stood for   
soon he smiled and
softly slipped it back
to its repose
where it lay
waiting for her

and he sat
quiet and lost in thought
waiting for her

Pretending I Don't Love You Anymore

I’m tired of pretending you’re gonna walk through,
Maybe that’s what keeps me strong when I’m falling,
Just because I know i’ll never meet someone like you,
Standing, Running, Crying,
Screaming and Crawling.


I wish when I said it it would always come true,
Although i’m still waiting for that something to come,
So peace will comfort me and I will forget to love you,
But I needed you most; not just them or anyone.


No more candles around my bed just because I’m sad,
No more encouragement to be my very best,
No more happy, smiley faces just because i’m mad,
No more holding me or anything at all I guess.


Let me make one last mistake just to let it all show,    
You can cover you’re eyes; but don’t walk out the door,
Have to tell you something because I can’t let you go,
Tell me how to pretend; So I don’t love you anymore.

Memories Are All I Have Left...

A light scent of jasmine
Carried by a small breeze
I am holding my breathe,
For a moment I feel...


Cascading tears on the surface
Of emerald green soul
Reflecting your image,
On the lonely shore...


All memories we had            
The light jasmine scent
Brought on my mind again
With a deadliest pain...


I put your photo back
In the pocket I keep
Memories haunt my heart
With dreams broke apart.....

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Night Strikes


When The Sun Set, When The Moon Grow,


The All Became Shut Up Only Silence Speaks,


Then Why This Hearts Beats Fast,
And Eyes Start Going Wet,


When The Pain Comes,            
And Tears Left The Eyes,


Nobody  Knows What Should To Do, The Only
Thing We Can Do, Just


Feel The Pain, Have Fake SMile In The Morning,
Start A New Day And Wait For Till Then Night Strikes Again

I Never Thought




I haven't known you very long
but that's not the way I feel;
I've told you all about me
I have nothing to conceal.


What I say may sound silly now
but you'll find it to be true;
I never thought that when we met
I would fall in love with you.

You are my new beginning,
you're the door to life beyond;
you're all that I could ever want
or ever need to carry on.


You're the future I have dreamed of,
you're a new and brighter day;
with you, there is no looking back,
the past can fade away.


Though I haven't known you very long
you'll find all I've said is true;
I never thought that when we met
I would fall in love with you.....

Friday, December 10, 2010

The Day You loved Me

Loving was something I ran from
Trusting was something that didn't come easy.
Being myself was something I could never do
Faking a smile was something that came naturally.


Hating myself was something I could not hide
Being free was something that seemed so far away.


Wishing was something I learned didn't come true..


Everything was just so fake to me.
I was a stranger to myself.
But that all changed in one quick heartbeat.
When you said you loved me..

I Want To Quit this Mean World

The whole world is fake
The faces around us
We all seem to hate
We live a lie
Up until the day we die..


Trying to be someone were not
Not being ourselves
No matter what
All living are lives
As a sheared
Letting our true selves fade and fade..


Why cant we all be real
Tell people how we truly feel
It seems as though
This is how its always gonna be
Not having a true definition of the word Me,
Just simply acting to make ourselves look good
Not being who we are
Like we should..

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Waiting....

You've let me down, you've let me believe, you've walked away and you let me grieve.You told me your life, and i told you mine, we told each other everything would be fine.Secret loving was the game that we played, leaving me with a heart now frayed.You had your chance, you had to decide, once again you chose her, it killed me inside.I am not brave enough to tell you, im not strong enough to walk away, you will know in time, hopefully one day.One day your gonna realize what you really missed, the way you took my heart and crushed it in your fist.I say that i wont be there again for you to just break me, but i know that i will, how long will it take me?Its sad that i am so vulnerable to you, after all you put me through.But i cant walk away, your all that i want, so i will wait until i have our love to flaunt.There comes a point where i just dont care how long it takes, ive made bad choices, ive made mistakes.So i guess you'll be another one to add to the list, but atleast this time, i'll take my heart from your fist i know 1 day well come through so when you finally wake up I'll be here waiting for you.

If I cOuLd SpEnD a DaY wItH yOu

If I could Spend a day with you,
We'd never get enough of each other's company..
We'd hold hands as we strolled, along the beach and
We'd talk about Everything...


If I could Spend an evening with you,I'd Cherish each  minute that we're together..
I'd stare into your eyes without a single word, you know how much i love you..


If I could spend a night with you, i'd hold you in my arms the whole night long..
and i'd make passionate love to you..




If I could spend my life with you,i'd try to make you happy..I'd always be there for you,
wiping away your tears when you'r sad or blue, and everyday i'd tell you, how much I cherish you and our beautiful love..

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

When Will You Understand Me???

Did'nt I give u enough time?
To know me from inside out
Guarding my belief so blind
A mistake that I always doubt!


No matter how hard I tried
Exploring the places u’ve been
Every nook and corner I cannot find
Empty space is what I’ve seen



Stressing the people around me
Screaming & shouting in the air
Wanting to hide the bitter truth
Confessing my love in despair


Without you I detest myself
Wondering the mess I am in
Each time I offer myself
Hopeless faith, is what I see within

It's All About You...

I’ve never told you,
How scared I am of the dark.
I’ve never told you,
How much I care for you.
But you know, don’t you, Angel??
You know everything..
My Angel . . .
Don’t leave me alone in crowds..
I’ll lose my way back to you.
Don’t sent me to place far away..
Where you won’t even remember me.
Am I so bad, Angel??
Am I so bad?
At times, the clouds swing me,
Too high in the air and My eyes search for you…
Hoping you’ll come and hold me safe.
I don’t tell anyone.
But I get petrified I don’t let it show But my heart sinks.
You know everything, don’t you Angel??
You know everything..
My Angel . . .

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Broken Heart

You went away and left mewith a broken heart
I cried in pain, I drooped,
I felt too much hurt
That promise of a bright, beautiful,
wonderful tomorrow,
Now covers with a vast haze of sorrow,
that blurs the chances for it to come true.


I tried to be brisk with that painful
circumstance, but I couldn't think
Bewildered,so drenched by heavy rains,
as very lonesome at the brink
I wondered how, wondered why
it had to end that way
How I wish, everything that happened
was just some part of a play.

Love and Anger!!

A man was polishing his car.
His 4 year old son scratched lines on car by stones.
In anger man hits his son's hand by hammer.
Child lost all fingers!!!
Child-Dad wen will my fingers grow back?
Man was hurt and speechless.
He went back and kicked car and saw child had written "LOVE YOU DAD".
Man committed suicide...


Anger and love have no limits.
Always remember-Things are to be used and people are to be loved
but
In world people are used and things are loved......

You Left Me Alone !!

You Can Tell Me You Love Me,

You Can Tell Me You Care Me,

But I Can Never Trust You.

No, Not Again...._=((
You Broke My Heart,

Left It Shatterd nD Then You Walked Away.

You Left Me Speechless,

What Could I Say?

You Said You Never Leave Me,

That You Loved Me Forever.

But Now I Know The Truth.

You Loved Me Never...Loved Me Never..!!

I'm Lonely Because U Left ME Alone..!

I am Sorry For Everything I Did

I'm sorry for all the thing I've said,
And for the times I've done something to hurt you,

My feelings were all I cared about
Our friendship now totally changed
Really, I wish I could take it all back,

Roads now forked in opposite directions
Your trust I have lost,
Still Few words i have to speak out,
I am Sorry for All i Did......

Monday, December 6, 2010

Don't be a parrot in life, be an Eagle..!
A parrot speaks a lot,
but can't fly high,
But, An Eagle is silent

and 
has d power to touch d sky.

Pearl of wisdom

you will never get a second chance
to make a first impression.
But remember the 1st impression

is not the last CHANCE!