Crying Soul

As each second passes out my life
Washing away the yearnings I had
Unknown tears roll down my cheeks
Reminding me the good and the bad

Begging my soul to never weep
For my nights do have its dawn
Memories of the days passed with you
Left by you when you had gone

Far from this madding crowd
Standing alone crying instead
Wishing the wind to carry me on
Dropping me outside your doorstep

Will there be a bright red horizon
When you gather me up & my love
Crying soul will come to a halt
Heart & heart will fly like doves

Why Do I Love You

You make me smile
when I'm having a bad day.

You make me laugh
at everything you say.

You're always there
no matter where you are.
You come rushing towards me
even if you're very far.

You enjoy my company
You smile when you see me.
You're interested in what I have to say
You like me for more than what you see.

When I'm afraid
You're there to hold me tight.
You tell me you love me
and that everything is gonna be alright.

You give me so much
more that I could ever give.
I want you in my life forever
for as long as I live.

To Put It Simply, I Want You

I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and on my bed and your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you...

Nobody Knows How Much I Miss You

Gate of memories Will never Close,
How MUch we Miss Each other nobody Knows ..

Days Will Pass Like years,
We will remember the Memories In Silent tears ..


                                             Dedicated To My Love My Life

I Love You

I love you so much and I don't know why
I love you so much that it makes me cry
But I'm never gonna break down in front of you
Cause I never want you to know the truth

I never wanted to lose you
And I can’t handle the pain
I never thought I'd go through
Those kind of feelings again

I don't wanna say I'm sorry
Just to look like a fool
But sorry is the only word
I can think of to say to you




I thought I never loved you anyway
But I need you to stay
I want you to be in my life
I wanna make things right

I was so scared of losing you
That I pushed you away
Now all I can do
Is beg you to please stay

You're the one that I miss
But you don't care, that’s quite obvious
Well I guess it’s over, so good bye,
I'm not gonna cry Anymore..

Story Of My Life

Story of my life

I always pay the price

You say you love me,

Your just a great liar to be.

Wonder why I hate you,

Turn around, look at me

Oh! Thats right, you can't,

I not there, so just stare.

Stare at the blowing wind,

Where I could have been

Stare at the empty space,

Where I used to stand.

You killed me, took my heart,

Ripped it from my chest

Held it, beating, in your hand.

Then just dropped it to the ground.

You killed me, not a tear shed,

Or a thought left for the dead..

Sometimes

Sometimes
I wish you would look at me,
And notice that I’m not what you think you see.
Your eyes gaze over my form,
And what you see isn’t the social norm-
For I do not fit in the mold people choose,
And yet you grade me and leave me confused.

Sometimes
I wish you would see that I have my heart on my sleeve,
Desperately hoping that you’ll accept and not leave.
You don’t notice the longing or ignore it the same,
Because, to you, this all seems like a game.

Sometimes
I wish that you would take me seriously,
Once in a while maybe even notice me.
And the feelings that I have for your body and soul
Are losing grip of any control
And I go on hoping and silently pleading
That all of the things I hold on to are believing
That there is a chance.

But there is no chance.

Sometimes
I wish you would look at me,
And notice that I’m not what you think you see...

I Miss You

i miss you
I'm sorry this isn't fair
I shouldn't even tell you this
It's my fault
But I don't care
I miss you
and
I want you

I'm about to change everything
for You
Flip my world
I don't care
Nothing matters anymore
Not my dreams
Not my future
I miss you
and
I want you

Will you embrace me
will you drop everything too
I'm scared
Beg me to come back
Tell me I was stupid for leaving
I don't care
It doesn't matter what else is wrong
Your right
I miss you
and
I want you...

My Heart Believes In You

I kept my head up high,and then you came my way.
I have been hurt so many times.
My heart filled with so much pain.
But now that pain has gone away.
For I have found a place I want to be.

This place I see is with thee.
For in your arms I have felt and seen,
a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe.
A safe haven in your arms just for me.
Now I give my heart to thee.

For my heart believes in you.