My Night Of Desire

As u brush the hair from my face
Sweeping the desire within me
Yearning of your touch in a slow pace
Feeling the love I have for thee

The moments of our togetherness
Haunting deep down my mind
As you plant your kiss on my lips
I wish I could turn my life in rewind

I could feel the pleasure of you
Whenever you accompany me
Now feeling so lost without you
As you fly into oblivion like a bee

Awakened sweating in this horror
Weakened more by this emotion
Lonely darkness surrounding me
Left me panting in this dejection

Consumed In Emptiness

I want the ink to write these words
my mind to put logic to this chaotic rambling
my mouth to let you understand
as I reach my hands
into this uncertainty
desperately reaching for solid ground
as I stumble on inside of me
As your heart's broken
my world fractures, divides
leaving me in the blank darkness of confusion
Let me hold you
But even the comfort hurts - 
Please don't cry
Each tear burns my heart like acid
each time it falls upon my shoulder
Each time you sob,
my world quakes for you
Even as you pass I shy away
but please don't let us be lost
I know how much it hurts
I love you
What more...?
I wish my thoughts
could come easily, like ink
but the paper remains still,
blank as my mind,
there's just no words left....

I Cant Bear This Pain Anymore

The sun can't remember how to shine

And the colors all have faded into shades of gray

There's no life in this hollow heart of mine

Ever since you went away

Close your eyes and feel me hold you

Can you lead me through this ordinary world

Let the sky cry, restless rain to wash away

The miles between us
Cause without you it's just an ordinary world.

If time could find a way to turn around

I would walk along the stars,

till I was back at your door

Every word, every word is spken but without a sound

And I found out what my heart is for

Cant remember how to shine

You're the life in this hollow heart of mine

Just hold your breath cuz here I come

Drifting back to just us two

Underneath the blinding sun....

Hurt Me Again

All i seem to think about is you, I sit here and try not to cry. Everyone is asking me why, why am I so dam depressed. I say it's nothing, but they know it's something. You are the reason!!! I love you so much, but it hurts so bad, to know that I can't have your tender touch.
My days n nights are so lonely, I think I might be going crazy. Your love is the only thing I need in this world, and without you I'm not whole.
I hate seeing you and not being able to be with you, I hate to see you laugh, cuz I know I am hurting so deep inside. Why should you be happy when I can't even laugh without you popping in my mind. My laugh turns to tears......... Why can't I get over you?
I need you in my life, my world seems so blue. Nothing makes me happy anymore. You took your love away, and I fell apart! but it seems like you don't even care! So why sould I?
I wish I could just forget about you, I hurt you so now I guess you have to hurt me.

After Me...

When I will not be here,
When i will be gone forever,
When i will be dead,
Just Come to My Grave,
Dont Cry .. Just put Some Wild Flowers Beside me,
Sit along the Yard for Few Moments,
Talk to me,Cheer Me up .. Remember the Times When We Were Together,
When We Were Friends,Listen To My Quiet Reply.. Enjoy Those Moments ,
Try to understand the Unsaid Words &
Consider How Much You still Mean To Me :)

I'm left with nothing

There were days where I wanted you back,
but I knew and always will
Even the best of memories of then fall through...
Because your gone
and I did nothing wrong.
I loved you,
I cared,
you still did what I feared
left, without explanation
I still
to this day,
don't know why...
Thinking without you
I'll forever cry
You were the only one
I've ever loved
Other guys that came along
meant nothing, I hope you know.
You were my everything
wish you still were... but instead
I'm left with nothing ..

Forgive me

To the ends of time I will love you my friend
Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend

An angle to me you were so kind
Raising my sprits with ways I can not find

Over and over the days with you replayed
Loving you so much wished you would have stayed

I crossed a line which I know not fit
Now each day I die a little bit

An empty void replaces what I feel
Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal

From the feeling of love I felt for a friend

The Love Of My Life

You may be out of my sight,
but you will never be out of my heart.
I think too much about you,
thinking nothing could ever tear us apart.

You are like a tape in my mind,
that I can rewind,
so I can play it from the start.
You may be out of my reach,
but you can't ever be out of my heart.

In my life, I was able to learn almost everything.
But I couldn't learn how to stop loving you.
I love you more than all of the stars in the sky.
I love you more as each moment passes by.

I love you more with every breath that I take.
Together we have a heart of steel,
so nothing can ever make it break.
I want to hold you in my arms,
I won't let you go.
And you will do the same for me,
then it will be the death of me.

I love you more than the day that has past.
This love we have for each other.
We will make it last,
because you are in my mind, in my future and my past.

I wish this day we have to gather would never end that way,
we can be together and have a lot of time to spend together,
because we will love each other forever.

We will never be apart,
because we are fused to the core.
I would take a bullet for you my love,
so you would always be mine forever.

If I had to die for you,
then I will die knowing,
that we will still be together,
forever and ever
My Love.......

Memories

You left me not too long ago

And yet it seems like forever,

I reminisce the day you left all this time

Because I was right there beside you..

I can't seem to get over the feelings I had,

At that very moment I felt so alone,

It grew cold in the room

That I lost all feelings and sense..

All I had was pure silence and disbelief,

I saw people moving towards you all around me

And yet I couldn't move a step towards you,

I couldn't distinguish my emotions

Because I wasn't sure of them..

I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn't cry

At that moment I wasn't sure what was wrong,

And now a year & a half later it all comes back to me

Every tear I held in falls, and now I can't seem to stop..

I've realized how much I missed you

And how much I've needed you here

But there is no way for me to reach out for your touch.

I feel so alone right now,

That I just wish you could take me with....