Memories

You left me not too long ago

And yet it seems like forever,

I reminisce the day you left all this time

Because I was right there beside you..

I can't seem to get over the feelings I had,

At that very moment I felt so alone,

It grew cold in the room

That I lost all feelings and sense..

All I had was pure silence and disbelief,

I saw people moving towards you all around me

And yet I couldn't move a step towards you,

I couldn't distinguish my emotions

Because I wasn't sure of them..

I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn't cry

At that moment I wasn't sure what was wrong,

And now a year & a half later it all comes back to me

Every tear I held in falls, and now I can't seem to stop..

I've realized how much I missed you

And how much I've needed you here

But there is no way for me to reach out for your touch.

I feel so alone right now,

That I just wish you could take me with....