LOVE HURTS

love is like a knife
it hurts when it cuts you
love is this pain in my body
it never goes away 
it stays for days and days
love hurts 
love is like a broken leg
it feels like it will never heal
love is like a heart attack
it surprizes you
love hurts
be ready when you fall in love 
you will be hurt 
because

Love Hurts…….

Unreachable Dream

I Wish You Knew
How many days I have spent waiting for You.
How many nights I turned into days thinking about you.
How many moments I have spent hoping to see you.
How many times I have dreamed without any outcome.

In your eyes is the hope for me to love.
The whole world is singing
the sweet song of love.
While the stars are spreading the light of hope.
The light of morning defeats
the darkness of night.
Because you are the unreachable dream,
You are an angel in the heavens of my heart.
Because you are the angel of
beauty and goddess of love,
You have gifted me the hope for and ability to love...

Forever Love =)

The first time I laid my eyes on you I knew,
that we'd spend this life side by side
I still feel the same though you are so far away
I swear that you'll always be mine,
Forever love
I promise you someday we'll be together forever love,
I wont give up no matter what
I'll be waiting for you forever love.
Minutes and hours and years may go by
but my heart knows nothing of time
so don't cry just keep me right there in your dreams
and hold onto these words of mine.


Forever love
I promise you someday we'll be together forever love
I wont give up no matter what
I'll be waiting for you forever love.
Love is the road to our destiny
nothing can change what is meant to be
forever love no I wont give up no matter what
I'll Be Waiting For You

Tifa's Last Fight

this is my favorite video. I edited it and give many effects. Hope you guys will like those effects and will love watching it.

Can You See Me Crying???

Watching you go is slowly killing me inside
To see the pain you suffer, it just isn't right
I find myself crying though you're still here.
One day you won't be, and that's my greatest fear.

So I soak up the moments I still have with you.
And regret the ones I lost when I had better things to do.
I know there are things I can never make up for,
And still somewhere inside you loved me all the more

This only makes it harder to accept that you'll be gone.
How am I supposed to get up and keep moving on?
You've been here my entire life in many memories.
One day I'll make new ones and you won't be with me.

When I have a question, where do I run too?
For all of these years, that person's been you.
When I have a fear, who will chase it away?
I'm shrinking by the minute, dying by the day.

How many I love you's can I fit in before you go?
There will never be enough, and sadly this I know.
For the sake of my heart and the thoughts in my mind,
I'll say I love you, one final time..

My Night Of Desire

As u brush the hair from my face
Sweeping the desire within me
Yearning of your touch in a slow pace
Feeling the love I have for thee

The moments of our togetherness
Haunting deep down my mind
As you plant your kiss on my lips
I wish I could turn my life in rewind

I could feel the pleasure of you
Whenever you accompany me
Now feeling so lost without you
As you fly into oblivion like a bee

Awakened sweating in this horror
Weakened more by this emotion
Lonely darkness surrounding me
Left me panting in this dejection

Consumed In Emptiness

I want the ink to write these words
my mind to put logic to this chaotic rambling
my mouth to let you understand
as I reach my hands
into this uncertainty
desperately reaching for solid ground
as I stumble on inside of me
As your heart's broken
my world fractures, divides
leaving me in the blank darkness of confusion
Let me hold you
But even the comfort hurts - 
Please don't cry
Each tear burns my heart like acid
each time it falls upon my shoulder
Each time you sob,
my world quakes for you
Even as you pass I shy away
but please don't let us be lost
I know how much it hurts
I love you
What more...?
I wish my thoughts
could come easily, like ink
but the paper remains still,
blank as my mind,
there's just no words left....

I Cant Bear This Pain Anymore

The sun can't remember how to shine

And the colors all have faded into shades of gray

There's no life in this hollow heart of mine

Ever since you went away

Close your eyes and feel me hold you

Can you lead me through this ordinary world

Let the sky cry, restless rain to wash away

The miles between us
Cause without you it's just an ordinary world.

If time could find a way to turn around

I would walk along the stars,

till I was back at your door

Every word, every word is spken but without a sound

And I found out what my heart is for

Cant remember how to shine

You're the life in this hollow heart of mine

Just hold your breath cuz here I come

Drifting back to just us two

Underneath the blinding sun....

Hurt Me Again

All i seem to think about is you, I sit here and try not to cry. Everyone is asking me why, why am I so dam depressed. I say it's nothing, but they know it's something. You are the reason!!! I love you so much, but it hurts so bad, to know that I can't have your tender touch.
My days n nights are so lonely, I think I might be going crazy. Your love is the only thing I need in this world, and without you I'm not whole.
I hate seeing you and not being able to be with you, I hate to see you laugh, cuz I know I am hurting so deep inside. Why should you be happy when I can't even laugh without you popping in my mind. My laugh turns to tears......... Why can't I get over you?
I need you in my life, my world seems so blue. Nothing makes me happy anymore. You took your love away, and I fell apart! but it seems like you don't even care! So why sould I?
I wish I could just forget about you, I hurt you so now I guess you have to hurt me.

After Me...

When I will not be here,
When i will be gone forever,
When i will be dead,
Just Come to My Grave,
Dont Cry .. Just put Some Wild Flowers Beside me,
Sit along the Yard for Few Moments,
Talk to me,Cheer Me up .. Remember the Times When We Were Together,
When We Were Friends,Listen To My Quiet Reply.. Enjoy Those Moments ,
Try to understand the Unsaid Words &
Consider How Much You still Mean To Me :)

I'm left with nothing

There were days where I wanted you back,
but I knew and always will
Even the best of memories of then fall through...
Because your gone
and I did nothing wrong.
I loved you,
I cared,
you still did what I feared
left, without explanation
I still
to this day,
don't know why...
Thinking without you
I'll forever cry
You were the only one
I've ever loved
Other guys that came along
meant nothing, I hope you know.
You were my everything
wish you still were... but instead
I'm left with nothing ..

Forgive me

To the ends of time I will love you my friend
Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend

An angle to me you were so kind
Raising my sprits with ways I can not find

Over and over the days with you replayed
Loving you so much wished you would have stayed

I crossed a line which I know not fit
Now each day I die a little bit

An empty void replaces what I feel
Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal

From the feeling of love I felt for a friend

The Love Of My Life

You may be out of my sight,
but you will never be out of my heart.
I think too much about you,
thinking nothing could ever tear us apart.

You are like a tape in my mind,
that I can rewind,
so I can play it from the start.
You may be out of my reach,
but you can't ever be out of my heart.

In my life, I was able to learn almost everything.
But I couldn't learn how to stop loving you.
I love you more than all of the stars in the sky.
I love you more as each moment passes by.

I love you more with every breath that I take.
Together we have a heart of steel,
so nothing can ever make it break.
I want to hold you in my arms,
I won't let you go.
And you will do the same for me,
then it will be the death of me.

I love you more than the day that has past.
This love we have for each other.
We will make it last,
because you are in my mind, in my future and my past.

I wish this day we have to gather would never end that way,
we can be together and have a lot of time to spend together,
because we will love each other forever.

We will never be apart,
because we are fused to the core.
I would take a bullet for you my love,
so you would always be mine forever.

If I had to die for you,
then I will die knowing,
that we will still be together,
forever and ever
My Love.......

Memories

You left me not too long ago

And yet it seems like forever,

I reminisce the day you left all this time

Because I was right there beside you..

I can't seem to get over the feelings I had,

At that very moment I felt so alone,

It grew cold in the room

That I lost all feelings and sense..

All I had was pure silence and disbelief,

I saw people moving towards you all around me

And yet I couldn't move a step towards you,

I couldn't distinguish my emotions

Because I wasn't sure of them..

I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn't cry

At that moment I wasn't sure what was wrong,

And now a year & a half later it all comes back to me

Every tear I held in falls, and now I can't seem to stop..

I've realized how much I missed you

And how much I've needed you here

But there is no way for me to reach out for your touch.

I feel so alone right now,

That I just wish you could take me with....

Crying Soul

As each second passes out my life
Washing away the yearnings I had
Unknown tears roll down my cheeks
Reminding me the good and the bad

Begging my soul to never weep
For my nights do have its dawn
Memories of the days passed with you
Left by you when you had gone

Far from this madding crowd
Standing alone crying instead
Wishing the wind to carry me on
Dropping me outside your doorstep

Will there be a bright red horizon
When you gather me up & my love
Crying soul will come to a halt
Heart & heart will fly like doves

Why Do I Love You

You make me smile
when I'm having a bad day.

You make me laugh
at everything you say.

You're always there
no matter where you are.
You come rushing towards me
even if you're very far.

You enjoy my company
You smile when you see me.
You're interested in what I have to say
You like me for more than what you see.

When I'm afraid
You're there to hold me tight.
You tell me you love me
and that everything is gonna be alright.

You give me so much
more that I could ever give.
I want you in my life forever
for as long as I live.

To Put It Simply, I Want You

I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and on my bed and your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you...

Nobody Knows How Much I Miss You

Gate of memories Will never Close,
How MUch we Miss Each other nobody Knows ..

Days Will Pass Like years,
We will remember the Memories In Silent tears ..


                                             Dedicated To My Love My Life

I Love You

I love you so much and I don't know why
I love you so much that it makes me cry
But I'm never gonna break down in front of you
Cause I never want you to know the truth

I never wanted to lose you
And I can’t handle the pain
I never thought I'd go through
Those kind of feelings again

I don't wanna say I'm sorry
Just to look like a fool
But sorry is the only word
I can think of to say to you




I thought I never loved you anyway
But I need you to stay
I want you to be in my life
I wanna make things right

I was so scared of losing you
That I pushed you away
Now all I can do
Is beg you to please stay

You're the one that I miss
But you don't care, that’s quite obvious
Well I guess it’s over, so good bye,
I'm not gonna cry Anymore..

Story Of My Life

Story of my life

I always pay the price

You say you love me,

Your just a great liar to be.

Wonder why I hate you,

Turn around, look at me

Oh! Thats right, you can't,

I not there, so just stare.

Stare at the blowing wind,

Where I could have been

Stare at the empty space,

Where I used to stand.

You killed me, took my heart,

Ripped it from my chest

Held it, beating, in your hand.

Then just dropped it to the ground.

You killed me, not a tear shed,

Or a thought left for the dead..

Sometimes

Sometimes
I wish you would look at me,
And notice that I’m not what you think you see.
Your eyes gaze over my form,
And what you see isn’t the social norm-
For I do not fit in the mold people choose,
And yet you grade me and leave me confused.

Sometimes
I wish you would see that I have my heart on my sleeve,
Desperately hoping that you’ll accept and not leave.
You don’t notice the longing or ignore it the same,
Because, to you, this all seems like a game.

Sometimes
I wish that you would take me seriously,
Once in a while maybe even notice me.
And the feelings that I have for your body and soul
Are losing grip of any control
And I go on hoping and silently pleading
That all of the things I hold on to are believing
That there is a chance.

But there is no chance.

Sometimes
I wish you would look at me,
And notice that I’m not what you think you see...

I Miss You

i miss you
I'm sorry this isn't fair
I shouldn't even tell you this
It's my fault
But I don't care
I miss you
and
I want you

I'm about to change everything
for You
Flip my world
I don't care
Nothing matters anymore
Not my dreams
Not my future
I miss you
and
I want you

Will you embrace me
will you drop everything too
I'm scared
Beg me to come back
Tell me I was stupid for leaving
I don't care
It doesn't matter what else is wrong
Your right
I miss you
and
I want you...

My Heart Believes In You

I kept my head up high,and then you came my way.
I have been hurt so many times.
My heart filled with so much pain.
But now that pain has gone away.
For I have found a place I want to be.

This place I see is with thee.
For in your arms I have felt and seen,
a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe.
A safe haven in your arms just for me.
Now I give my heart to thee.

For my heart believes in you.

Will You Come Back???

My soul has been torn to pieces
When you say goodbye forever
My heart has been pierced so deep
When you will love me??


Never My sleep has been disturbed
When I have no you to lean
My world becomes pitched dark
When I don’t hear your breathing??


My dreams crushed to earth
When you’re not there to realize
They vanish into the thin air
When you’re not there to fantasize...


The future together we hold
Became the dark dirty past
The anger in you unknown
Painfully it will ever last...

Empty Hearted

Nothing is what i have with me
Except the dreams given by you
You being my favorite mistake
Willing to commit all life thru’


Would be glad to die this second
If I have to prove my love for you
Wishing you will one day realize
My love has always been true

Leaving this empty world behind
With nothing to remind me
Only those waitings for eternity
In vain for you like an autumn tree


Missing you each passing day
Living my day with a smile
But loneliness is my only friend
Accompanying me a thousand miles

Corrupted Love

A warm sensation
fills my body
My heart races with
every touch
The softness of your voice
soothes My soul
As I lay there hoping the
moment Will never end
Calling out for you
Praying that you'll
never let me go
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and
out of reality
In an instant the warm
sensation Fades away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there; wondering where
I went Wrong
Calling out for you,
only to find..
there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love