Corrupted Love

A warm sensation
fills my body
My heart races with
every touch
The softness of your voice
soothes My soul
As I lay there hoping the
moment Will never end
Calling out for you
Praying that you'll
never let me go
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and
out of reality
In an instant the warm
sensation Fades away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there; wondering where
I went Wrong
Calling out for you,
only to find..
there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love