My soul has been torn to pieces
When you say goodbye forever
My heart has been pierced so deep
When you will love me??
Never My sleep has been disturbed
When I have no you to lean
My world becomes pitched dark
When I don’t hear your breathing??
My dreams crushed to earth
When you’re not there to realize
They vanish into the thin air
When you’re not there to fantasize...
The future together we hold
Became the dark dirty past
The anger in you unknown
Painfully it will ever last...
Nothing is what i have with me
Except the dreams given by you
You being my favorite mistake
Willing to commit all life thru’
Would be glad to die this second
If I have to prove my love for you
Wishing you will one day realize
My love has always been true
Leaving this empty world behind
With nothing to remind me
Only those waitings for eternity
In vain for you like an autumn tree
Missing you each passing day
Living my day with a smile
But loneliness is my only friend
Accompanying me a thousand miles
A warm sensation
fills my body
My heart races with
every touch
The softness of your voice
soothes My soul
As I lay there hoping the
moment Will never end
Calling out for you
Praying that you'll
never let me go
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and
out of reality
In an instant the warm
sensation Fades away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there; wondering where
I went Wrong
Calling out for you,
only to find..
there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love
